The man DONT get it!

Good gathering with a couple of loooooooong time no see friends.Engaging conversation, good catch up.. I guess, we should have more of these, isn't it? Haha.Its good having a blog, caused its all started off from here.Great isn't?

We been talking about investment. Best investment for a gal, is to invest in a good guy? Or better, invest in a investment savy good guy? Well well, its all to me, kinda of old fashioned. Plssss!! 21 century now.Best investment to me, is to invest in yourself. Invest in a chap, there is no guarantee returns or compulsory payout isn't, what if he don't love you anymore. Or even, one day, you realise that you don't love him anymore?? Also, never treat relationship as an investment right? its about giving(well, but I still expect him to treat me well), never about returns though. Please don't stain relationship okie? (",)

But always, invest in yourselves, gals.. This is the only investment in the entire universe, that only gain, no lose.. Love yourself, improving and get the best returns.

Love yourself: Learn the things you always wanted to learn.(even if the stuff sounds dumb to others) Hang out with friends you always enjoyed.(even if you know its all about bitching and eating) You love it isn't? Find the job that you loves. Work hard on it, do it well.That long term investment. And most importantly, don be embarrassed to BE YOURSELF!!

Having said so much.Don wonder.I am still attached.Happily in LUV. I still think that I will love him til the day I die:) Just that, if you don't learn to love yourself, how you expect others to love you?

~Xmas~

Christmas is never complete: Without feasting


Without nice chill and good music.

Without herbal tea smoothing the BBQ heat.

Without LUV from friends

Without presents!

Do you know?

Hmmm.. I am on the rooftop now. Its my first time onlin-ing here. Quite nice, I must say. And you can heard those Aloha kids screaming away. Enjoy your holisdays, Kidos.Life been rather bree-zing this year. I hope to achieve more next year. Last night, was talking to Zoe, chating about what installed for next year. Well. I am a true believer of working smart and ploughing, then looking forward to enjoying your harvest. I am thinking of my Todoss. But, dont think I should be sharing in public. Heehehe.Anyway lets jiayou together bah! Great 2008 ahead!!Sometimes, I wonder, do you know I miss you as much as you would be, missing me. I love you everyday.

Its not what you think..

B4 more misunderstandings. I am not pregnant. Please dont get me wrong.

I meant, pre examinations to be specific. Getting a pet. Most likely a cat. Anyone want to get me one, as Xmas present? Thanks for your kind attention :)

New Job

Pleasure meeting you again, Mr Kieran. Siddharta, the founder of Buddhism once said: I love the whole world as a mother loves her only child. So enjoy it, Sir. But dont bully your mummy. Ya! I know you are capable of it.

The moment a child is born, the mother is also born. She never existed before. Din existed, but the mother, never. It is something absolutely new. I could tell, that she is doing great in her new job. Well, I am not commenting about the technicals. As we might know, she cant be that great in techniques. Haha. But, I guess, apart from technicals, the attention, care and love aspect. No doubt, I will give her a 10. Ha, I wonder how I fare when its my turn. Wouldn't have the confidence to say, I will definitely do a better job. But I will try my best (",) Looking forward to my examinations now.

When a child is born, so is grandmother. Din's mummy is the cool-est I have ever seen. When nanny commented that the water might be too cold for Kieran to drink, she said: Never mind, I am going to give him Coke pretty soon. Haha. So funny. And actually, I think some grannies are over-que, in terms of how they treated their grandson. Like my nanny. Sssshhhh. Over sheltering might not be a good thing. But ya la, it still kind of too soon for Cola. Heehee

O well. I want my Cola and Lolli-pop NOW. And you guys better do a good job. I am constantly evaluating. I have got my expectations hor!! You know!

One of my first time carrying a baby in recent years. My last was Keiqi. She is now 12. GOSH so long ago. Hey look at how Jay Junior looks at me? I start to wonder, do I look like a FREAK to him? Honestly, I hope not..

Frankfurt Dec 07

I wasnt sleeping well in Frankfurt. Nope, not because of Jet Lag, but was woken up by calls. Asking if I am alright, if I need to talk> All because of my MSN nick ~ Mixed Feelings. Also, others shown concern on MSN. Wei thanks guys, for offering to be my compass. I must say, that keeps me warm in the C`O~L~D. So touched :)

Above is the Christmas Market. I like being there, Xmas feel in the air. Haha.But its OUTDOOR.Berry C~O`L~D when the strong wind starts to blow. Damn.

My first glance of Frankfurt @ night. Was having warm red wine (with herbs). Was impressed: Very tasty.I finish it :). O ya some other must trys : Ebbelweii (a.k.a Apple wine), I will give it a 6. And Grune : Green sauce made of herbs, got a 4 from me.

Quiet Sunday Morning @ 7a.m. I finished a meaningful chapter of a book there. :)

Snacks @ the Christmas Market. Ginger Bread. Nuts.

A traditional bakery.

For a mountain turtle in Singapore, like me. REAL Xmas Tree!

One of the 2 gifts that ought to be out. O Shop-aholics, HUGO BOSS is German. I think its cheaper, maybe not by alot though. But surely, more designs.

A biker friendly city. But I sure have second thoughts of cruising against the W~I~N`D. One interesting thing to look out for : Deut-Bahn. Its bike rental service. Cool idea to use, BUT it got to be in the summer for me.

On my way to the Airport.

Hilton in LDN. 6am LDN time. I just cant fall asleep. Wish I am on the plane, flying over India then. Now, you got to realise. Its 3.26am SIN. I am going to BreAk iT!

Pet in Shipping

Just touch base. I hate British Airways. Flight delayed, stayed overnight in LDN. I wanted the HUG yesterday, midnight @ Changi Airport. Fluffy fur (",)

But I told myself : Don't be dismayed at good-byes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet agn. Till then.. JIA Re-liv

Well, seems most couldnt agree with your LDN move. I am totally with you but you got to prove its a right choice. Stop having mixed feeling, plan your plan!

Frankfurt 630 A.M.

Emptiness inside is indescribable this minute
It rushes up and down
Sometimes you feel more, and
Sometimes you are just too occupied with life
That you barely notice it
Wanting to be pampered as if you were a baby.
Like a little child crying for milk.
A homeless person yearning for a shelter.
And a dreamy girl wishing to be kissed.
I miss my 5 lovely princes in Singapore. MUUAK!

Frankfurt~

Hallo from Frankfurt
Actually I love this city, or shall I say village. More of it later on.The Christmas Market and Party.Now.My shortnotes:
1) Almost all the taxis here are Benz.Wow!
2) Ja means Yes, "Nine" means No.
3) Morgan=Morning.Danke=Thanks U
4) Most here speaks English and are friendly.
5) Best gift : Xmas Celebrations with Co. Proud to work with them :)
6) Apple wine=apple cinder.I love the warm red wine better.Yum-my.
7) Frankfurt aint big. A good crowd cycle to work.
8) 5 mins out.. You can be @ the countryside side. SoNice!
9) C~O~L~D.Is abt 5 degress.Ok for me.But coupled with WINDSS=-5

JIA ALONE

Being alone, could be boredom or freedom.."B CHRIS"

"AN" eco-friendly bag..

"A" pair of JIA flips..

"SINGLE" pax meal....

"ONLY" set of dishes

"ONE" little note that twist it all... Left me smiling to "MYSELF"

LitTle sOmeoNe Frm HeAven

I guess most agreed that love is wonderful and necessary, yet I dont think you can agree on what it really is and how its going..

I try not to fail into the trap of judging and have no time in loving them..

And I always believed in.. If you want to be loved; love and be lovable. Like this baby angels. Its make me happy just looking at them. Sometimes, small thingy make you that happy. I like how I am feeling now. Continue HK-ing..

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One of the cutest thingy I saw over this weekend.. Hai Hm` Hai Ah~~~~~

Leaving for HK in a couple of hours. I know I am going to love this little break...

26 Nov, Monday, Sunny

Get Rythm, and shake off your monday blues (",)

Haha.. No blues for me today. This week is better than last. And next week will be greatest. Ya?

Tabby is gaining some pounds. Getting cuter. I think he top my list now. Ah siao, I am sorry...

Bang and Olufsen. Sucks BIG TIME!! Please please please.. Dont ever think of getting these hor.

My first Xmas present for this year. Wahahahaha... Thanks Agnes!!!!!!!!!

Welcome Kieran

Little Kieran. Officially welcoming you to Planet Earth.

Maybe, you might not find the largest amount of Saints here, but nevertheless, it still quite a fair bit of funny loving human creatures around. Fool around with them..Also, though you are living in a world that someone will question why another someone is so kind to him. Does he have a hidden agenda blah blah blah. So uncool isn't? Wicked ya? But don be afraid, I am sure your mommy will love you..Unconditionally.. So cherish that and make sure you don't bully her hor.. (Reason being, I can tell from your grumpy actions that you take after your mom... Oooo No.. Bad Newsss.. AHahah)

Hmm... Seeing Kieran makes me want to have a little someone.. Hugging him close to me... My sole mission is to love you, shower you... I know you will be here sooon...Maybe in the next couple of days.. I am waiting.. Cya!

Haha.. I will be on leave for the next 2 days.. Wahahhaa...

Asakusa Day

Haha.. I received a sms that will make my day. Or shall I say.. Make my week.. (",) So guys, go ahead and step on my feet today, even if you are on heels. Perhaps I will turn around and wish you a good day! Wahahhaa.. O I am sooo going to get drunk with her the next time we meet up. I wanna to hug her... Kiss her!!! Muaaaaaak!!

Cmon with me.. A short morning trip to Tokyo this morning, before you fall into the sea of morning blues.. My first morning in Tokyo starts @ 7a.m. Weather 14 degrees. I walked to Sensoji for a prayer.

In their tradition, if you have a bad lot, you will have to tie it on these iron rods, not suppose to bring it out with you. And YA!! The one below is mine.. But know what, I wasn't that bothered. Because, I drew another one, which turns out to be a better lot. And if you are wondering, you are absolutely right. If I gotten a second bad one, I will continue to draw and sweet talk Mister God until he give me a good one.. So, Sir, if you thought of giving me a bad one, vanish the thot, or I will pester you to the very end. Hahaha..

There were a couple of smaller temples that were linked to Sensoji. Very traditional feel, kind of like our chinese ones. But yet, minor differences. Like, they used tatami.. Which we dont..

Walk further up.. You will see a shopping street. Supposedly its the old Edo Market Street. As I was there @ 7a.m. I wasn't expecting anything much. Yet, I discover something. Look @ the iron gate. Quite in interesting hor.. I begin to appreciate how the Japanese thinks..

Then.. Mister Policeman on patrol. He must be wondering WTF am I doing here, so early in the morning???

Last... I took a custard pudding croissant (which was heavenly ultra delicious) takeaway..

Sat by the pond and enjoy it... THIS IS LIFE!

18 Nov 2007

A grey grey me....@ Fullerton

Friday started off well. SE and I patched? up. And as a result, I slept really well that night. (or maybe its because of the wine?) But I think its because of SE, rather than the wine. At the end of the day, Chris is still a simple girl, she might be strong and confident, but @ times, she will cry, she will be uncertain and need someone to assure her..Pamper her. SE thought she been on the recieving end and I am the provider. But she is wrong. I open myself up when I am with her, and most of the time, opening up makes me feel good enough. Also, during my most diffcult times, she been by my side. And cmon, at those times, it wasnt a matter of how well can you console me. Wounds need a long long time to heal(if it ever will) and what I need most then, was someone to keep me accompany, be my pillar in some sense and please dont keep mentioning it to me (which she did) Ha. Perhaps you argue that its her quiet nature. But... I doubt so.. I think that its because she understand me well.. She just need to be there, and never to rub on it.. In conclusion, SE is my pillar too.. And I sincerely hope that I could be hers as well.. :)

Saturday.. I met up with Din.. A mother to be.. Kaoz.. Little Jay is due next week and she asked me out to shop?? WTF?? To be honest, its one of my firstss time, accompanying a pregnant lady. I behaved like a bodyguard more than anyone else. So afraid that someone might bump into her. I carried her plastic bag as well. Those close to me should know, I hate carrying bag, especially plastic ones. But that afternoon, I am so willing to do it. Haha.. Anyway, I havnt been shopping with Din for years. We havnt been the closest pals for these few years. But.... I can feel that, after these few years, she is afterall still the Mushroom head that I know in BV, the transfered girl from Chestnut Secondary, on Cashew Nut drive. One of my best pals in school. Knowing that, puts a smile. Big fat one on my face. NOW, a new role on the way. MUMMY you are. Hope all go well... And.. The next shopping trip, am I carrying the diapper bag? OH NO!!!!

Night.. Met up with E and L. Hmmm.. How should I put it.. I felt that E is still mad? at me. Thinking of that, makes me sad.. Maybe it just need more time.. I wonder what can I do on my end? I guessed, there is nothing much? So guys, think before action. Some consequences just cant be salvange. I am such a LOSER>>>

Night.. Gals, are you faithful? Are you sure the guys will always be the same? Forever? I really hope she can learn how to love herself more. I will try too... To love her more...

I hope to sleep well tonight..

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Some bug off. Others. I try not to let you slip away...

Some thought highly of themselves. Illusion of how people cant live and function w/o them. Let me tell you, you are nothing to me, I don't give a damn of what you did to spike me, discredit me. Bug off!! I know my worth and please for christ sake, change for the better.

Others don't know what they meant to someone. Haiz... Anyway, its black and white. Crying in front of the office lappy screen might not be a sight. But it does happen.. Explanation: Well, I don't want to get into those friendship shit, perhaps it will portray a better image on me. But I rather put it as..I am afterall not a saint. I guess most human beings cant give unconditional love. When they treat someone well, they expect the same in return.. I wasn't ashamed of this, because, I doubt most reading this entry can practise UL. Right? You mean shit lots to me.

Have you ever given something special for a pal? A gesture, letting her know.. She does matter to you. You do care about whether she can buy all the cutie snacks that she need. You do wish that she ain't only buying only the staples. Its wasn't about the money. Its about trying to give someone a feeling, that she is missed, and people do care for her, even when she is faraway? And most importantly, pursuit and trust yourself.Try your best. Even if you failed, get a ticket and head home. Mummy and Daddy welcome you in open arms.

Lastly, looking forward to seeing you.. Lets spend some quality time. Ciao

Shang..........

Hiya.. Hows everyone feelin these days? Just got back this mrg. Tonight,MUST ZZZ early!!

Finally got to "Drink" the mighty dumpling from Nanxiang. Actually its wasnt that great.

Drink @ Hyatt. I adore this hotel. My new fav>>>

On the first night, went out till 1ish.. Beat.. But when I saw Gee on Lu Yi.. Wakes me up.. See you soon, Shanghai.. Ciao!