Someone reminded me of my dream when i was 20 yr old. Saving enough to go to Taiwan. Q-ing and squeezing along the fences of the Golden Horse Award Red Carpet. To catch a glimpse of Takashi. He then asked. Why didn't you do it now? How I wish I still think/want the same thing 7 yrs ago. Fact is. Been sick for the past few days. But didn't stop worrying about my work. Pretty sure I wont behave the same way 7 yrs ago. Howiwishiam20yrold.