Happiness. Wealth. Health. Which leads to what. What is crap. Crap is that. Happy I am not. Healthy I am not. Wealthy am I not? Anyway. I am just not healthy. Neither is Cami. With swollen eye. Happy, I am not. And I don't want to pretend. Why? Don't ask me. O ya. BFF. I read an article. Before you quit. Think of the alternative. If alternative is jobless, will you be happier? But maybe you will? Only you will know. Knowing. Is in control. Like me, I don know. Out of control. Get well. Get well soon. Vomiting. Headache. Coughing. Running nose. 3-5am yesterday was entirely crap. What is crap. So what if it is crap