Still, its time to face reality. Its hard truth that you cant have home cooked lunch box for life. Anyway, its comes a point that one would kneel down on her knees, elbows by the mattress. To pray for forgiveness. Its not remote, it never is. Love +love=luv. I really think, you should keep it all in your shoe box n fly away. On a happy note, viet coffee is a fling. I still love my nesp coffee more. Its a lasting run!