It could be loneliness. Could be total privacy. Freedom? To me, its a hybrid of the above. But again, I am married, so it could be an understatement of loneliness. Pic below. Probably is a better representation of table for 1.
Process of getting attached. I know its a chore. I hate the beginning as much as the end. Getting to know, is tiring. The middle, the possibility of forever, the boring constant. Is my cup of milk tea. So, have faith in love. Equally important, control what you can control. Invest in yourself.
Anyway. Depression. Medication. Literally, is essential. Coupled with love and company from friends.. Self. Determination.
I love cami.